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Joy through Pain!

This time of the year it is very difficult to blog. So to all my expectant fans I apologize.

On the 14Th of September my world was rocked. I found out at 3:30 p.m. that my cousin, Jaime, who I grew up close to was murdered. Jaime was one year older than me. I don't remember not having her in my family. We were buds, and spent vacations and holidays together. I loved her, so much and it hurt when she decided to turn to drugs and other things and not live right. Funny thing though she still was my cousin.
When I was told, I remembered inhaling with such impact that it made me ill. I would never had imagined that something of this magnitude would have to happen to me and my family.

Immediately I desired to be near my extended family. One never knows how tragedies can effect people until you find yourself in one. I thought I was brave, courageous but it amazing how small and vulnerable you feel when these things happen.

I flew to Tulsa, Oklahoma which by the way was a fiasco. Then with my dad we continued on to Springfield, Missouri. The trip was comforting and helped for all of us to join and posture ourselves for what will come later.

The one thing that has stood firm regardless of the tragedies is that Jesus is still in control. God is the same yesterday, today and forever.

There is more to the story than just the murder but you know God is into restoration and not destruction so I am going to give some insite on what I believe God is going to do now.

Xanderia is Jaime's youngest daughter. A thirteen month old ball of energy. Beautiful and sweeter than most baby girls who have had such a huge tragedy. I was told that she would be different than she was when I met her. Be praying for God to revamp her future and transform what was meant for evil into good. I will be posting a slide show for her.
Jaime's husband is alive and I believe that God can bring about his salvation as well as his entire family's. She also left behind four children and I expect God to use each one of them to bring about his plans and purposes. It doesn't matter what has happened because God has never been caught off guard and never is shorthanded. He always has a plan even when it looks like He doesn't. He is God and will always be......
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What is God's Will?

It is amazing all that God is doing right now...

I think that I have never been in this place in my life before and I may never be here again. I love my Jesus so much and am so just wanting to turn his heart.
Do you know that He wants us to woo him? I read a scripture the other day about how God asked us to turn our eyes away from him because we ravaged his heart. It is so wonderful to see that.

I know that life does not go as we plan but we need to want all that God has for us so much more than we want what we want. Sometimes when things don't go how we think they should but God has a completely different view point of what our life should be. I am honored that he would choose to make me into what He wants.

Not my will but your will be done.
God's plans and promises are not ever dead even when I finally reach heaven. I will hold that my God will do everything that He promises. Never will I forget all he wants for me.
Psalms 91.
OH, the painting is not mine.

TRUST!

I know that time after time I have said that I trust God, but it seems there is often a test.
My family was devastated by our previous miscarriage but I was so excited, no elated to find out that once again I was pregnant. According to the first dates I was eight weeks last Thursday.
I had an ultra sound that afternoon. I unfortunately went alone but was confident that this experience would be incredible.
I arrived for my appointment a few minutes early and had to wait awhile for the doctor to see me. Instead of excitement though I began to feel dread. What had been a great beginning felt odd to say the least. After waiting for about 1/2 hour the doctor came in.
The doctor sat down and spoke with me stating that all my tests had come back great and that I had no problems as far as she could see. Then came the ultra sound. The two pictures above are the ones I get to keep. I was amazed that they could see something so small. They measured and then re-measured. I was concerned. They were so quiet.
When we were done the doctor said "You are not eight weeks according to my calculations you are only 6 weeks and 4 days." This was not a problem because I knew that very often due dates change at the beginning.
The doctor than began to state that she was concerned because she couldn't see a heartbeat and that she should be able to at this stage. Due to the fact that I haven't had a child for six years this was disconcerting. She said that either her dates were wrong or that there was no heartbeat and if there was no heartbeat that the baby would miscarry. She suggested a blood count test and I agreed.
I was devastated once again. It was as if the whole world closed in. I walked slowly to the lab and waited my turn. As I sat, I began to cry. Searching my soul I thought God how can this be? All I heard was trust me. I began to pray and state. "God I trust you. I trust you. I trust you." I couldn't help myself, in tears I whispered, " I love you anyway. I love you. I love you. I love you."
I was called into the lab. Test was taken.
I broke down completely on the way to the car. Never had I felt so alone. Even though I knew that I trusted God I just couldn't control the emotions that ripped through my heart. Sobbing I called my mother. I can't remember ever hurting this bad. She told me to come straight to her and I did. What a wonderful momma! Mom called dad and dad was there to meet me also within minutes. God is good! We prayed and proclaimed God's destiny on my baby and the emotions subsided. I felt free.
I got to talk to my sister-in-law and she helped. She was such an encourager. She said, "The kids and I already prayed and we know that everything is alright. Don't worry."
That night I went to a prayer meeting and was asked if anything was wrong. You know, I wanted so badly to state all the bad and have a pity party but all I could hear in my head was "Trust me."
So instead of speaking what I had feared and heard over my child I spoke only what I heard God say.
Trust is definitely not easy but it is releasing everything you can't control into the hands of the controller. My Jesus. My Peace and my King.
No matter what the tests say my Jesus is holding my baby through everything.

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Baby News!

It is official!

Ray and I are having a baby! Alexis and Hannah are so excited. I am very excited yet nervous. I am 7 weeks and 2 days along. I will be updating the information as time progresses.


Isn't it amazing how God restores.


Our family is blessed. Not only am I expecting but Amy and Ben are expecting their fourth one week later.

God is so Good! Nothing compares to him.

Burn! Burn! Burn!

I went to this incredible women's retreat. Two to be truthful. It has been awesome to hear and see all that God has for the women of this generation.
Take up your arms and take your place! You have been called! You have been chosen, will you answer?
The Spirit of God, the Master, is on me because God anointed me.
He sent me to preach good news to the poor,
heal the heartbroken,
Announce freedom to all captives,
pardon all prisoners.
God sent me to announce the year of his grace—
a celebration of God's destruction of our enemies—
and to comfort all who mourn,
To care for the needs of all who mourn in Zion,
give them bouquets of roses instead of ashes,
Messages of joy instead of news of doom,
a praising heart instead of a languid spirit. Isaiah 61:1-7
I realized that in both women's meetings the premise was the same. It is our time. Will we choose to step into the place that God has called us to. It was said that it was not that women needed to step forward but that the men needed to take one step to the side so that the women could come to be by the man's side.
I was not prepared to be ministered to as much as I was these last two retreats.
At one retreat, we, women gained ground and moved closer to our King, and at another I was shown ways to step up and to move in the spirit.
Wow! Girls if there is one thing that I am realizing it is that we are in perilous times. Not only are we fighting for our lives but for our families and all the promises that God has given us. Don't let go and don't let them be stolen. Burn long and bright. Start to blaze and light the dead things ablaze to life.
All it takes is one spark. How does a forest fire begin?
Just one spark...

Alexis and Hannah's first haircut and photos!

Women's Retreat 2007

Wow! Isn't it funny how God works. I had such a difficult time with the week before the women's retreat and knew that something good had to happen.
It was amazing! I have never desired to go to a women's retreat for the other women. I enjoy my friends but often am intimidated and fearful of getting hurt when I get close to women. So retreats are not usually something I look forward to for the women.
This Year was different. I really desired to be with all the women of God. Thank you God for the changes that have happened in my life.
I love my sisters in Christ and am so happy to see the work that Holy Spirit is doing in their lives. I am a work in progress and feel that I am changing daily but it is hard. Things that I thought had been taken care of have suddenly popped out again.

Purify everything God!

Hannah Leanne Rice- January 10, 2002

These are pictures I found. They definitely bring back memories.

Alexis Leanne Rice- June 21, 2000

These are some pictures of Alexis from away back.

December 18, 1999

I would count this as one of my best days ever! Just a few Pictures to remember. I was so at peace.

It is a great day to praise the Lord!

This weekend was wonderful. I led in Jc Gang for the first time in a year. It was so encouraging to see the children move in the gifts of the spirit. I have prophesied and seen the spirit move but not with ones so young. God is truly moving in the children. I am so honored to be apart of what he is doing and to be apart of a wonderful team.

New blogspot posting!

I am starting a new site for just my art. This is for anyone who would like to contract me to paint one item or a card set. Please just enjoy what you see. This is a blessing that I have this talent even though I have never attended any art or drawing classes. Some of the things drawn or painted were my first time.
Thank you for taking the time to see my art at http://tinaspaintings.blogspot.com

MY TWO ANGELS

The girls are growing so fast. Here are some of them goofing off.

Oh What do you See?

This is a picture of all the Tice/Rice girls at Bodega Bay. This will be posted in the newspaper.

What is my choice

I am having a difficult time. It is the hardest thing to have a positive attitude. I am worried and stressed about everything. I keep thinking that there is something very wrong with me, but then I realize that it is my choice. My choice to look at the struggles in life and grin or ball up my fist. I know that some circumstances take awhile to change but think how much different I would feel if I took control of me. Hmmm. I am not liking this new kind of learning, because it seems that the more I look the more I need to change in me. Jesus make me like you.