What is my choice

I am having a difficult time. It is the hardest thing to have a positive attitude. I am worried and stressed about everything. I keep thinking that there is something very wrong with me, but then I realize that it is my choice. My choice to look at the struggles in life and grin or ball up my fist. I know that some circumstances take awhile to change but think how much different I would feel if I took control of me. Hmmm. I am not liking this new kind of learning, because it seems that the more I look the more I need to change in me. Jesus make me like you.